Rainbow

Dear Rainbow, This is my first letter to you. I think about you always, just like I do your brothers Cooper and Hunter. Know that I love you, you are very much wanted and I am so excited to meet you. Even though sometimes (maybe a lot of the time) I feel so scared, anxious, stressed and without confidence I do try to be happy for your sake. I am so happy you are living inside me. Please don't be put off me by my emotions and mental health. You do all the right things, you kick Mummy when I'm feeling scared or make me feel really sick when I worry. Both of which I welcome because they are signs you are there. Next week we can find out if you are a brother or a sister to the boys. It will be nice to start calling you by your real name. Although I do like Rainbow : ) Mummy's tummy is growing bigger at what seems like everyday at the moment! Another good thing, a baby with some fat would be a change! Daddy and I have been telling Cooper that there is a baby in my tummy, he now comes and points to my tummy and says 'baby'. He thinks you are a brother...he's never heard about sisters though : ) We'll teach him your name so that we can all talk to you and know you even before you come out. Just like we did with Cooper and Hunter. We are moving house next month so I will start to set up your room. Buy you a new little bed and maybe even find something nice for you to wear and a hat to keep you warm. I love you Rainbow. See you in about 19 weeks xx xx